Board Thread:Roleplay/@comment-26220869-20150330195455/@comment-26220869-20150331175507

"Why does it matter?" she asked acrimoniously, turning to him swifter than before. "What would that change? I'll still be me, the same damned fish I always have been," she continued on, clutching at herself and rubbing her arms as if she were freezing cold. "My life is just going to go on, perpetually. And even if I could die, I wouldn't be able to follow through with it," she said, gaining momentum in her pained fulcrum, tears pooled precariously at the bottom of her eyes, threatening to spill over at any second.

"Besides, what do I even have? Nikki has to leave, people look at me like I am a...For lack of better words, a freak. And, the person whom I have fallen for is out of reach, not in my boundaries."

The last part was let slip and she knew what she had revealed, faltering on a choked, but held away sob. She went silent, blood in her mouth and coating her tongue as she gnashed at her damaged cheeks.