User blog:GrimmsDePytheLover/life + oc updates

yo my dudes

oc updates
coming soon

life updates
the, less important stuff.

so hey y'all. its grimms.

its summer and you'd think i'd get around to editing more but... no, surprsingly. ive only been a tiny bit more active and idk.

while i love this wiki dearly, i love all of y'all bromantically and want to continue making oc, i've just felt... distant. for a while this was bc i never had a discord, so i couldn't interact with any of you and it made me feel... sad. alone. like, i came here to escape from being sad and alone and here i was, still sad and alone.

but so i did get a discord and im on the ffc server for those who noticed and still,,, i feel distant. irrelvant. mind you this is nothing anyone did! i do not want anyone to feel like they are the reason for me feeling like this- no, this is my messed up mind and depression. so idk whats wrong man.

and ya know, im getting help for the depression and the anxiety but i still feel bad. i feel better and i know its not a one appoinment to get over it but its only a tiny bit better. idk man lifes hard. oh, and guess what, my moms back to DENYING it. i say something like oh i have rlly bad social anxiety and she's like you do not have rlly bad social anxiety, you're just sociall awkward. uh, no???? having a panic attack when i pick up the phone is not being socially awkward.

so idk.

oh, and i've been writing recently. thats kind of whats sucking all my time up, writting. ive been doing july nano and stuff and boy, why did i set it to 31,000 words. i had three solid weeks of camp, why DID I DO THIS TO MYSELF.

oh and if anyone cares, im still very sad from being indirectly rejected by my crush. mentally i have been eating ice cream and crying in a corner. i swear love and depression do not go hand and hand. unrequited love and depression certainly do not.

OH AND GUESS WHAT. I CAME OUT TO ME MOM ABOUT BEING BI. so that happened. she was like lol i dont care but also like "your too young to know" like ugh do not get be started on that. but yeah so that happened. i kind of wish i waited some time but whateves man cant stop me.

so thats life rn folks.

i will update on my ocs soon when i have time