User blog:Jabber2003/I'm sorry

I thought I made friends here but I truly didn't. I was told I was clingy and I did some things and I know these things are true. But they still hurt. I drove my friends away and I'll never forgive myself for that. I should've known better than think I could get a friend I could stay with. So my choice is strange.

Now this could just be a break but I'm not sure. Please don't think this is anybody's fault cause not many people caused it. I feel right now as if nobody truly liked me in the first place. I understand a lot more now and this is something I will never forget.

To the people I am sorry. I was clingy and did some really stupid things and I regret that. So if you can find it in your hearts to forgive my mistakes it would mean so much and I probably wouldn't leave. I wish I could fix these mistakes but I can't but I can move on from them which would take quite a long time.

I don't think I'll stop editing my characters pages just not going to chat or making any more characters. Maybe I'm over reacting but I don't know what's gonna change my mind. I'm really upset so. Bye guys. If you have something to say leave me a message. Goodbye.