User blog:Eat the hell/Back...ish from hiatus?

For the most part things are okay now.

School will be starting up for me again soon but things are...stable.

With school starting...things may be slightly silent again? I'm not sure. I'm unsure of my own activity because it fluctuates that not even my mind can comprehend. I'll be in college so....there's that. I'd expect a hefty workload if I plan on getting into my desired career field.

I'm happily replying to roleplays. I've been updating my character's pages but...that's not like any important information. It is simply information I forgot to put down and feel like I owe it to my OC's to tweak them every now and then.

The BIG update hasn't been exposed yet...well it has but to a close friend of mine and she knows what's up already and what I have been planning...for Cali anyway and some other intimate OC's I haven't felt comfortable publishing for a while but I certainly will.

Dudes (or dudettes or in between, or N/A, whichever fits you) revamping OCs is hard and researching and writing paragraphs then re-writing paragraphs and reading over what you wrote down and not liking it and doing more research to avoid problematic writing than doing even moar research so your OC's backstory makes sense and comes together is...

It's hard. I feel like I'm stepping on a minefield when it comes to writing because I'm my own critic and I'm never happy with my writing.

I want to so desperately just throw the newly attained information right now because it makes me so excited to share it with everyone but at the same time, it's important to just present a finished work and not sloppily dump out details just because.

I felt like I never left because I really...haven't? Just sort of went quiet and agonized to myself about insecurities and the heart ache over the prospect of a dear friend leaving forever.

It's settled now and I haven't...felt the desire to join any new RPs mainly because I am not confident I can keep up.

Writing can be hard but it's worth it.

I just wanted to, I guess, make a random blog post and just say that I have five notebooks, 16 word documents and counting, various library visits, book check outs, writing tips researched and the like for the update of my most meaningful OC (Cali).

Even then there is so much more because I very much plan to publish a few more meaningful OCs I've been developing for about three years now that I can happily publish and hopefully even be active on RPs. So there's that also.

Peace. And good luck to you with your own OC's and writing and art and whatever you are putting your hearts into.