User blog comment:Little Miss Nobody/Anyone else??? lol/@comment-3991308-20170703005408/@comment-26382369-20170703010248

Yes! It does feel lonely sometimes. And it drains me because I try to be in so much effort to please others or meet my own expectations. I think with canon work I feel more included because it sparks more discussion while I feel creating is just putting out there. I mean my word about the character being God is fun but I like the debate or open interpretations or even just discussing in general.

Yeah, observing seems more fun at the moment. I like seeing people flesh out their characters or even just reading the pages and admiring the thought that went into it. Thank you for putting it into a more understandable wording. I feel I was being a little confusing!