Board Thread:Roleplay/@comment-26414442-20150506015955/@comment-14800267-20150512182124

The little dancer had fled. She had been the weakest link, but instead of bending, she'd broken. Jane really shouldn't have expected anything else. After all, she was only made of paper.

She pressed the heel of her palm into her temple, squeezing her eyes shut. She was losing control again. Fairygodmother damn it! Where was Esmee?

"What good are they if they are going to be to me if they're want to roll over and die? I don't need support, I don't need weakness and I DO NOT NEED YOUR SYMPATHY!" She grated out. This was exactly why she didn't talk about her severed hand. She had been trying to make a point about their society but all she got a was a pity party. Pity was for weaklings and fools and she didn't have TIME for that. She grabbed the back of the chair for support, trying to regain control- why was she losing it now of all times? Time was wasting while they bitch whinged and swapped "coping methods" like chocolate frog cards, accepting their fate with the ineviatbility of someone who was terminally ill. The door was wide open, but they didn't run for it, they still sat there blinking at each other, believing they were trapped while GRIMM was manipulating them and time was a tick tick tocking away? They were playing into his hands. He must think this a merry little joke. Did he know they were there? Was he just laughing at them as they bickered? Was he...

With a feral snarl she slammed the chair she was holding into into the wall where it broke into kindling.

((For a little clarity on Jane losing her shit as to not block the RP or give the impression she's furious at specific members of the club, Captain Hook was always driven to an unnaturally unspeakable, uncontrollable violent rage when Peter Pan was around- or even discussed. Hook's hate was caused by Peter attacking him for literally no reason whatsoever and cutting off his hand. Grimm miscalculated. He assumed it would be the same for Jane if Peta was the one who physically severed her hand- but it doesn't work like that. Jane doesn't blame Peta at all for what happened. See, the person that attacked her for no reason (she could see at the time) and was the direct cause for her own amputation was Grimm, so any extended talk about him or time around him causes exactly the same reaction her father has about Pan. Uncontrollable, irrational, violent rage.

Problem is she has no idea what or why it's happening.

Ironically, it basically means as much as Jane resists her Legacy, she's already controlled by it. It's just misaimed.))