User blog:NibiruMul/Tomorrow is the big day.

Hi again!

Tomorrow is a very big day for me and my family. Tomorrow Mom and my sister are going on their trip to London.

Honestly, I still worry a little, but I feel so guilty about worrying about something that will probably never ever happen and letting six weeks of my life be filled with sadness and fear - six weeks that should have been happy. I feel like I was being selfish by not being happy for Mom. I realize this trip is about what she wants, not what I want. I should just let her have a good time.

I do have plenty of good news: Mom fixed up her phone so she can call me and Dad. I admit, my cellphone is very old and Mom is generally the only person I call on it on a regular basis. Both me and Mom have Facebook and we'll keep in touch there too. Mom also promised to buy me gifts in London, and I asked Dad if we could do something nice for her when she gets home. I know that plenty of good will come when she's back on Sunday. On the first Friday that she's back, Pokemon Ultra Sun and Ultra Moon will be released, and Mom will take me to pick-up my copy of Ultra Moon (I pre-ordered a copy). Then we'll have Thanksgiving together. Things will go back to normal.

Still, I'm going to miss her terribly, and I probably won't feel like my usual self while she's away.

(I'll keep you updated on how she's doing.)