Thread:Eat the hell/@comment-32582181-20170715090551

So...uh. It's been a while, hasn't it? It's me Cookie, and I'm really sorry for leaving so suddenly. I had hit a really bad patch in my life, and I couldn't really handle the stress of interacting with a large amount of people, especially considering I'm a lot more open on the internet than in real life, and I could've ended up carelessly saying something bad or hurting somebody I cared about, so my solution was to disconnect altogether.

I periodically came to check on the wiki, although I definitely didn't really consider ever coming back, per se. I just wanted to know how everybody was going. So I was doing my random checks at the wiki and I found out that you were leaving.

I definitely don't have the right to say this, especially as I left so suddenly without telling anybody, but that hit me really hard. I'm so sorry to have left and only came back as one of my favourite, if not my very favourite person was leaving, but I feel like I owe it to you to say good luck and goodbye.

I saw your message on my Anon board.

I started crying, because oh god Regan you have no idea how much that meant to me, how much it stabbed me that I never said bye to you, that I never truly expressed how much I missed you while I was gone and how much it hurts me that I didn't get to spend more time with you and how that was entirely my fault.

I wish you all the best with you Air Force admission, and I hope you have lots of fun and learn a lot of new things on your way.

...I don't know if you're going to see this, or if you'll care, or if you'll believe me but please know that I missed you so fucking hard and I love you so much and I know I only spent a couple months talking to you but you had a huge impact of my life and I thank you so much for being such a good friend to me and I will continue to miss you so fucking much Regan.  