User blog:Eat the hell/I'm taking a hiatus

So I guess many of you realize that a certain user is leaving the Wiki for good. Which pains me. Immensely and hasn't put me in a good mental state because that means the end to a lot of things.

Their OCs. Their writing. Their creativity. The inspiration the gave me. And a very valuable support system. The past year was a living nightmare for me, so much so that I've contemplated deleting my pages and never working on characters again. But this person was there for me in such a way that it didn't happen because they wouldn't let it. For that they have my eternal thanks. Now they're gone.

Which also means the end of Cainn. Which has utterly destroyed me on a much more personal level that I can't even fully comprehend the situation right now and I'm barely holding it together as I type this.

I owe a lot people things like responses and my blog. The OC x Canon Ship and I know that has been put onto a stand still for quite some time.

I deeply apologize. I haven't forgotten about it.

I owe RP responses too and once again I'm sorry I haven't forgotten about that either. I need time away to not only rethink my characters and make the massive journey to revamp my little Cali, but to recover my mental state as whole because it's not in a good place right now and probably won't be for a while.

So I'm just going to take some time away myself and I felt it was important to bring that up because like I said, I owe people things and I'll get to it as soon as I get back. Which may or may not be for a while. I am unsure.

I am unsure about a lot fo things right now but what I am sure about is that my mindset isn't in a good place right now.

I'll be back. This isn't goodbye.

I just need time away to recover. All I ask is for patience and I will get back into the things I need to do as soon as I am able.

Thank you guys. I mean it.