User blog:Rai-Knightshade/Getting back in, we'll see

Previous blog post: oh yeah it's been a while but I think I'm back in the up swing of things!

Me now, over a year later: lmao nope that didn't even last two weeks. I've solidly been feeling good for over a month now though so hopefully this swing lasts longer.

Anyways since January 2018 I have: completed my associates degree but nearly flunked out when doing so, turned 20, quit my job cause it was literally sapping me dry, low-key mooched off my grandparents for housing from June on, sort of started to feel better, started therapy in January to start actually working on the anxiety (and maybe ADHD we don't know yet but a lot of the signs seem there, especially as I read how ADHD manifests in other people and see similarities), and just at the beginning of this week started a new job that's in retail so it's not great but it's considerably better than my previous job. Also I got Instagram so. That's the lowdown on that. Not sure how well I'll be able to get back into the fandom after basically two years at this point but I'm at least going to draw my characters cause I've felt inspired to do so by stuff on Instagram and now on the aminos (btw I'm on Amino now and I'm probly gonna be active in the new one by Blanket Ghost cause the true one seems ultra strict and I've personally gone from "lmao you need to follow Canon in your oc's and don't make a super common one like I did and shfhsjhd" to "do what you want if this character sounds like a fun idea to you and you're not stealing art go full ham and do what makes you happy lmao". I have gotten FAR more chill in some ways and more anxious/neurotic in others, so.

Anyways go check out my Instagram I've got a new pair of girls that are the kids of Rose and André. Aimee out