User blog:Madame O'Front/I’m going on hiatus

I was kinda reluctant to post this considering how many updates have already been made (I don’t want to jump on a band wagon for this or sth) and how I just usually phase in and out of the wiki without really telling anyone but for once I thought I should say something. I hope it’s not unfair for me to be disappearing when others are coming back. It puts a smile on my face to hear from some familiar users again.

I’m sad to say but I’ve felt I’ve gone to the point where I’m so drained, I’m experiencing a creative burnout. Not only in this fandom but with my art and writing as a whole. I can’t draw, write or even say anything without my creative flow coming to a screeching halt soon after I began. That’s probably why I can’t write as decently as I used to and I literally haven’t touched my art supplies in ages to create complete pieces. I struggle to put pages up so I put unfinished ones in hopes of convincing myself to improve them as I go like I used to. From what I’ve seen, that usually doesn’t work if I’m not motivated anyway. I’ve got so many plans I wanted to explore but it’s become too much. I guess it’s because I’ve become a bit overwhelmed by all my projects, stuff I owe and real life that it’s not fun to do them anymore. I just wanted a break for a while, so I’ll just not be available for sometime. School is also starting for me in two weeks that wouldn’t really help with activity but I’ll come back sometime into the year. Probably when my creative writing lessons start, which would be helpful for some of the content I have planned to post here. I’ll try working on the digital requests, I didn’t forget them, they’re just time-consuming and an eyesore because I have to stare at a screen all the time.

(I’m sorry if I’m ranting a lot. I was kinda tired as I wrote this.)

You guys can still reach me if you have any technical problems or bugs or other adminy stuff. Or have anything you want to say to me anyway. I just won’t be editing content on or off-site while I’m on hiatus.