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Axel Wolf Dairy
Axels Dairy
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Parent Story	Every story with a wolf.
Alignment	Rebel
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Something...I don't know

After many years of dealing with what I dealt with people though I most be strong and able to handle the cards I dealt. Though I guess they can say it is true but as well not true at all. With a small secret in me that can make me prince charming one moment and almost killing a person another. The head master seems to believe I'm a monster. Though what I is made worse by him and my father.

Yeah I know its fucked up.

I still have the scares of my neck from when i killed my twin brother many years ago. It is now covered by a large tattoo.

My meds stay next to his picture while the of the brother i murderer is on my night stand next to one of the few people that can pull me out of my world of darkness.

Sometimes i wonder if she knows if I'm Bipolar. I wonder if anyone other then Calli , Ember and The Fang twins knows of my dark past. For my sanity I hope not.

I want to keep playing the cool clam guy around the people i adore and not scare them away but i know i shouldn't hide this part me. I know if i keep hiding someday someone one is going to make me snap to the point that i might kill someone eles.I don't want that to happen but i know if I don't get this under control it will happen.

I remember something my mom said. The winter woods of Russia can make any deters wolf go crazy. I don't remember what she meant until now. I understand why she tried her best to take me away from my father as much as she could. That man that horrible man didn't want me nor Kane near him. Mother said We remind him to much of the wild moots of the american planes and mountains.

That was something i never understood I don't think i will ever will. But I understood the day I was first abused by his belt that I was just a object of his anger. He did love me and he did care about my fucter there was just something in his brain that made him this way.

My life is not what i though it would be when i was little god its nothing what i though. If i had a fairy good mother would cry.